I know my own heart,

even if my brain sometimes doesn't feel like my own.

I feel intensely, even when I wish I wouldn't,

but I know that I know what's best for me.

It isn't always a good thing, but I know the sadness doesn't last forever,

I love how happiness feels, and laughter splurges from my soul.

I also know happiness can be fleeting-

but a bad day doesn't make a bad life.

Happiness Can Be Fleeting

Thursday 3 August 2023


Hello lovelies,

I'm back with a book review! I've recently enjoyed reading Hayley Kiyoko's Girls Like Girls. It's definitely a book to shout about! Before we dive in, you should know this review may contain spoilers!

I've been waiting for this book to release forever. And when it finally came out, I decided to keep it for the right moment, which happened to be earlier this week on my holiday- yes, I managed to wait that long! I've been all up in my queer feelings recently, so a lesbian romance was exactly what I needed.

Girls Like Girls is a YA sapphic romance novel about a summer shared between two girls: Coley & Sonya. Coley moves to Oregon after her mother's death to live with her father, who left her at the age of three. She meets Sonya, an upper-class popular girl who
s only ever dated a bad boy until she meets Coley, who changes her world. We witness the pair fall in love and deal with the trials and tribulations of loss, teenage angst, family pressures, and first love.

This book was addictive. I read it all within hours and couldn't put it down! I stopped reading YA a while ago, mainly because I can no longer relate to teens in school, but this book felt different. It's because the story is set in the summer and not about school or if I liked it so much. After all, it was about queer love- something I can relate to. I really liked the main character Coley, she's pretty cool, and I like her angsty teenager vibes wearing chokers and her mam's old jackets. That's how I'd love to have dressed myself as a teenager if I had more style and could pull it off!


I didn't really like Sonya, I did at first, but I couldn't stand the way she is quite an unreliable person. She treats her relationship with Coley like a yo-yo, with not much regard for Coley's feelings. She surrounds herself with terrible people and doesn't take much accountability for her actions. We saw her point of view through online journal posts, which was an exciting addition to the storytelling. Mostly, you know the story through Coley's point of view.

I really liked the building of the relationship between Coley and her dad; seeing them work things out towards the end made me quite teary. Their relationship is one of my favourites from the story. I think because Sonya treated Coley so shitty, it allowed room for Coley to let her dad closer to her. The character development of Coley throughout this book is emotional and beautiful, going from a closed-off teenager who lost the most important person in life to finding love and beginning to work on a relationship with her father. 

My one gripe about this story is the ending. It ended abruptly for me, and I didn't think Coley & Sonya shouldn't have ended up together. Coley was a mess after their last bust-up, and to top it off, Sonya's crappy friend hurts Coley (the friend Coley has been warning her about since she met him). I liked how Coley was healing, especially after her mother's death and now her first heartbreaking I wasn't really into the whole get back together thing with Sonya- I know Sonya struggled with pressure from her mother and having a split household. Still, she didn't come off as likeable all that much. However, it did make my heart all tingly when Soneya chose Coley. She finally gives up the crappy friend (albeit AFTER he got all violent), and I suppose that's something. It was very dramatic and life or death vibes, the kinda love you expect from teenagers- I remember feeling the same way about my first love!

I did enjoy the book a lot. It was such an easy read! One minute I was on chapter five; the next, I had finished it. I read it on Kindle, but I'll purchase a physical copy for my bookshelf! So, if you're looking for something an easy-to-read up in your feels (but only a little), I'd recommend this sapphic romance! If this book existed as a teenager, it would have meant everything to me. 

Girls Like Girls

Friday 21 July 2023

Hiya lovelies,

It's been a minute since I've done a life update, and since I've got an exciting week ahead, I decided to come and write about it. I will head out of the country on my first solo trip abroad in a few days. When did I decide this? Just under three weeks ago. It's impulsive, I know, but I have been so eager to travel, and this year has been lowkey tragic and quite frankly, I refuse to allow the whole year to be a loss. 

I'll be heading over to Croatia for my first-ever solo trip abroad. It's not an overly long trip, just five days, but it's the perfect opportunity to dip my toes into solo travelling. I want to do a much longer travelling stint around Europe next Summer, and this is the ideal opportunity to see how I do. I'll be staying in hostels, exploring and taking the world in. 

Within three weeks, I've had to do so much preparation, from seeing if the country is LGBTQ+ friendly to ensuring I don't get my period while I'm away and making the best travel-inspired playlist for the flights. I opted for the free luggage option, which is essentially one bag, and oh boy, has it been a challenge to fit everything into one flight-friendly bag. I've had the most issues with liquids, so many hair products, shower and hygiene bits, and sun cream- getting them all into one small bag was challenging. I have managed to master packing lightly, though I really had to be succinct in my options. 

I've never been more prepared for anything in my whole life.

I'm looking forward to watching the sun set and rise in another country, exploring and trying new cuisine and enjoying new cultures. I have a couple things on my to-do list, like exploring the old town, visiting The Organ, and having some downtime on the beach with my Kindle- my chosen holiday read is Girls Like Girls by Hayley Kiyoko. I've been feeling off balance for a while now, and an adventure and some much-needed time to myself will help me rebalance and feel more like myself. I've been so eager to get away, and I saw cheap flights and thought: when was the last time I did something spontaneous? So, I jumped at the chance.

This is not to say I don't have some worries, I've never stayed in a hostel before, but that's part of the lifestyle of solo travelling. The best way to travel is to keep it as inexpensive as possible, and accommodation can be expensive! Equally, if I'm not that into staying in hostels, I can plan accordingly for my 2024 trip. I am excited; above all else, my soul needs this trip!

No doubt I'll be doing some writing whilst I'm away, and I'll be taking lots of pictures, so expect a blog upon my return!

Preparing to Solo Travel

Thursday 13 July 2023

Hello, lovelies!

It's been a minute since I posted about my reading journey, and it's been a rollercoaster.  At the beginning of the year, I set a reading goal of forty books, which I thought was pretty realistic. Six months later, and that isn't the case any longer. For the first five months, I only managed to read five books in total, and quite frankly, it left me feeling guilty. So, I decided to lower my reading goal for the year to twenty-five.

 It feels much more manageable, and since setting the new goal, I've managed to read seven books. Having a more realistic goal has inspired me to read more, and I've been taking advantage of other reading formats like Kindle and audiobooks. I've been running out of space for books, so having the option of purchasing an e-book has been a godsend as it allows me to continue supporting my favourite authors and feeding my buying books addiction. 

So far, I've read some pretty fabulous books this year. Not to list them all (we know I do this at the end of the year), but my favourite books I've read so far are:

  1. Saving the Star by Rachel Bowdler.
  2. Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston.
  3. Dirty Laundry by Richard Pink & Roxanne Emery.
These three books have been my reading highlights of the year so far! I'll give a little synopsis below of each, and you'll see exactly why each book was a spectacular read!

Saving the Star by Rachel Bowdler

Saving the Star is a sapphic romance between a bodyguard and a celebrity; it gives The Bodyguard vibes but is modern and very gay. Move on, Costner and Housten, we have a woman-loving woman romance on our hands!

This novella is short and sweet, and I loved every page so much that I devoured it in one sitting. We follow the two main characters, Beck and Atlanta, through both of their point of view. After a robbery of Atlanta's family, Beck is hired to protect her at all costs. We follow the pair escape paparazzi in Paris, attend glitz and glam events, and there's a car chase! This novella is packed with action, suspense, and romance. 

So, if you're looking for your next WLW read packed with action and love, I'd highly recommend this gorgeous read.

Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston

This book has done the rounds on Tik Tok, Book Tok, and Bookstagram, and I can't believe it has taken me so long to read it. Why had I been putting it off for so long? God knows, but once I finally decided it was time, I had such a good time reading this book! Red, White, & Royal Blue is a love story between the Prince of England, Henry and the First Son of the President of the United States, Alex.

It's a tame enemies-to-lovers book, to begin with. We follow the pair as they're forced to be friends for the sake of their countries, and in this time, they become closer than ever. These characters' chemistry, romance, and story were enjoyable to read. The book is steamy, and at times I cried, laughed, and, in the end, felt all fuzzy inside. 

If you're looking for a gay romance story between two guys with secret lovers, strong female characters, and an enjoyable read, this may be the one for you!

Dirty Laundry by Richard Pink & Roxanne Emery

Dirty Laundry: Why Adults with ADHD are so ashamed and what we can do to Help, what a book. First, I've been following Roxanne and Richard on Tik Tok and Instagram for a while, and their content is hilarious and relatable. 

Roxanne shares experiences from her life and how ADHD has affected her over the years, and how when she got her late diagnosis, things started to just make sense. She shares some heartfelt moments and struggles, reflects on how a diagnosis has changed her life, and understands why her brain performs how it goes. Richard shares his thoughts and experiences of living with someone who has ADHD; he explains how different his thought process as a neurotypical person differs from someone who is neurodivergent. He shows his love and support and shares with us ways in which he helps his "ADHDer", which is insightful. Each chapter is broken down into different ADHD symptoms, and Roxy shares her experiences and how she copes, and Richard shares his side of the experience and provides useful ways to be supportive.

I'd recommend reading this book if you've got ADHD and if you've got someone in life who has. It's a great read; it makes you laugh, cry and, most importantly, understand!

It's about what you can read, not what you can't!

At first, I was slightly annoyed with myself for changing my goal, but now I know it's better to play it safe. Having high expectations sometimes do you more damage than good. So far, I've read a grand total of twelve books this year. It's a slow but steady process, but the main thing is to enjoy reading. Reading for the love, not for the goal!

So, for now, I bid you farewell! I'm deep into writing a novel and reading when I'm not writing. 

Happy reading, bookworms! 


40 to 25 & My Top Reads this Year So Far!

Tuesday 27 June 2023

I was sober.

Until I wasn't.


I forgot how good wine tasted,

how good wine would make me feel.


After a rough day,

a bottle of wine greets me like a wife I never had.


Never disappointed in my being,

but always there to soothe and listen.


I was sober,

until I wasn't.





The Wife I Never Had

Tuesday 20 June 2023

Hello, lovelies!

If you've been around a while, you may have seen my book review for The Ex Hex last year. I also may have mentioned it multiple times throughout different blog posts, as it was my favourite read of 2022.

I was visiting Waterstones with my dear friend Meg in March, and what did I find? The Kiss Curse by the same author as The Ex Hex- Erin Sterling. I jumped instantly to buy this book. I liked her writing and have been eager to read more of her work. I was even more thrilled to find out this book is set in the same world as The Ex Hex- number two of the book!! 

I devoured this book! It was steamy, had a rival to lovers kinda plot and witchy adventures. It was a delicious read.

In The Kiss Curse, we follow the story of Gwyn Jones, the owner of a tourist witchy shop, Something Wicked. She's part of a powerful coven whose power runs through their town of Graves Glen. The town used to be powered by the Penhallow family. We witnessed the switchover in the first book, and this book is set a year later. A Penhallow son comes back to town from a quaint town in Wales and rocks Gwyn's world. 

The book is filled with baby witches (teens who Gwyn takes under her wing), magic in the blink, and a hot romance between Gwyn and rival Llewellyn Penhallow. 

Gwyn is a magical force to be reckoned with. I loved her in the first book and even more in the second. I like how this second book was about her, I was eager for more of her character in the first book, and this one delivered perfectly. 

The book feels like a slow-burn romance, and that takes over the majority of the book. The action doesn't really begin until the last couple of chapters. I didn't mind, though, as I was enchanted by the chemistry between the characters. I do think more could have happened sooner. I didn't find the action all that exciting and felt the focus was majorly on the character's relationship rather than saving the town- the plot didn't feel urgent. 

It was a cosy read, something lighthearted and witchy. There is talk of a third book, but I'm unsure what it could be about. I am excited nonetheless. I guess the Penhallow father will be the focus of the next book as he tries to sabotage the Joneses in The Kiss Curse. Whatever is ahead, all I know is that I'll be buying that book ASAP!

Erin Sterling: you have me enchanted with these books.  

The Kiss Curse

Tuesday 11 April 2023

 Hello, lovelies!

It has been an incredible couple of days. Yesterday, I turned 25, and The Moon is a Lesbian was officially published and shared with the world! What a way to enter the next stage of my life!

Everyone in my life has been so supportive, and I feel so grateful for every single person. My heart has never felt so full before. When my copy was delivered today, I felt this overwhelming state of pride. I did it. My name is on a book I wrote- it feels surreal! From sharing my poetry on my blog here to actually being able to flick through a book to read them is insane to me. 



I've had the aspiration of publishing a poetry collection for many years. I've mentioned it so much on the blog, and now I can share the link with you so you can purchase The Moon is a Lesbian! I can't thank you enough, yes, you, the reader. I appreciate everyone who wanders onto my blog and reads my words. It means the world to me that you read what I have to say. Thank you!



The Moon is a Lesbian

Friday 24 March 2023

 

Hello, lovelies!

I am back with the cover reveal for my new upcoming poetry collection: The Moon is a Lesbian. I am super excited about it all,  we're a couple of days away from the publishing date! 



You can buy your copy on the 23.03.23!! 

Out 23.03.23

Wednesday 22 March 2023

This week I'm back with a book review.

Hiding in Plain Sight is the first of three books in the Ganestown Crime Series written by Eoghan Egan. I was kindly sent this book by City Stone Publishing to read and give an honest review. So, let’s begin! This review may contain spoilers, so please read at your own discretion. 

I'll start by saying crime and thrillers aren't my usual genre, so I was stepping into fairly new territory with this book. Having said that, I enjoyed reading Hiding in Plain Sight, the suspense was right, and I liked how we saw different perspectives. I think that had the story stayed in the serial killer's perspective, it may have gotten too much, but it did not, and I liked the change of pace between the different characters.


Throughout this story, we follow a serial killer, an art scammer, a cheating wife and a laid-off manager navigating life in a small Irish town. Immediately you’re dropped into the drama from the serial killer’s perspective, which is unnerving, to say the least. At first, switching points of view was jarring, and it was hard to really understand who was who. However, once I learned the different characters and their dynamics, the narrative and storylines started to make sense and became enjoyable. I think the jarring aspect was that it's not always clear when or who the perspective is jumping to. It doesn't have the typical indicator of ' so so's POV,' but once the characters are established, you can easily tell who is who as the story unfolds.


I liked how the writer kept the serial killer's identity away from us for most of the book. Through his point of view, we witnessed the attacks he made and how he prayed on his victims. We got to see how he did things so closely whilst most of the time not knowing his name. It added a great deal of mystery to his story. The crimes were gruesome, and the descriptions were sometimes too much. But that is what you'd expect from a serial killer's perspective.


I enjoyed reading Hugh’s point of view the most, he’s made redundant from a managerial role, and we follow him as he navigates through life trying to pick himself up. We see him come to terms with his dear mother’s Alzheimers and watch him become heartbroken as his wife leaves him, and we then witness him fall back in love with an old classmate. His story is endearing and, quite frankly, my favourite part of the book. 


When I first started reading, I couldn’t understand how these people’s lives were linked. And as the story unfolded, it was really clever of Egan how he put it together. The art scammer Jana works for the serial killer trying to make enough money to fund her art gallery to support her and her son moving and living their dreams. Her story of almost getting away with it was really interesting to follow. She ends up being caught and arrested. She almost becomes a victim of the serial killer as he tells us in much detail how much he despises her. It’s through her faked paintings we meet Sharon Winters. She helps uncover the truth about the forged paintings and becomes the serial killer's next victim. Sharon and our good guy Hugh go way back, and he saves the day. It’s all brilliantly linked.


Overall, Hiding in Plain Sight was really entertaining and dramatic. It is fast-paced, and despite the very long chapters, I didn’t find it too difficult to read. At times I found myself (especially in the second half) putting it down and wanting to pick it right back up immediately. This isn’t my usual genre to read, but I enjoyed it nonetheless! So, if you're looking for something with plenty of action, I'd recommend grabbing yourself a copy when it's released on February 23rd. You can buy it on Kindle or paperback here on publication day.

Hiding in Plain Sight

Monday 20 February 2023